For You Who Cry Secretly
To you who suffer in silence. For you who endure pain you don’t deserve. For you who have decided to keep quiet so as not to hurt those around you. For you, I hope you can fight every day to move on. For you, I hope you get over the fear that others won’t understand your pain. To you who cry in secret.
You don’t deserve more suffering, you don’t deserve to calm your pain, you don’t deserve to be harmed by your dignity. You deserve permission to shout and be heard, you deserve the end of suffering. Don’t let them destroy you and throw away everything you built, everything you are. You don’t deserve the pain you feel now, you don’t deserve more tears and you don’t have to keep hiding.
Dry your tears and start painting. Let yourself be free and decide what you want. Don’t let others speak for you. Don’t let anyone silence what you want to release. The time of hiding and collecting scars has come to an end and the first change is the first step. Tears no longer solve anything, tears no longer calm you down. Don’t cry anymore; it is time to act.
I’ll tell you this because I know you can do it. I know what you want. All you need is a push, a push to ask for help, to tell the world how you feel and where you are. To you who cry in secret. For you who are looking for solitude and hope the days go by until they are gone. But you still have strength, you still have hope, don’t give up yet.
A small step will bring you closer to a big change
Don’t let loneliness make you believe it’s the real situation. Because you are not alone. The first step is the hardest, but it is the moment when the big changes begin. No more shield, you can no longer rely on it. Don’t think you’re doing something wrong, you’re not what they say you are. It’s worth stopping for a moment and setting yourself up for yourself.
You have been silenced by your pain for too long, it has taken too long for you to allow others to take power over who you are. You cry and continue to feed the river of pain. But you don’t deserve those tears anymore for yourself, you don’t deserve the cultivation of something that hurts so much. It’s time for you to steer your steps toward another path, another direction.
This is for you so you can see someone listening to your crying. Someone knows you are crying, someone loves you and will not reject you. Go out and show your pain. Give yourself the opportunity you deserve for happiness. Harness your remaining powers and don’t give up, release what’s inside, talk.
Don’t give up, don’t give up
Be aware that the better path is only at the other end of the road you traveled, so don’t stop dreaming of better days. The pain will end, you will stop crying. All storms clear. So don’t stop fighting, don’t stop talking, don’t hide. Don’t let them speak for you, you deserve to be happy.
I hope you find this to be for you, that there are solutions and people who want to help you. Accept all your steps forward and backward. There will be days when everything will come out, just as there will be days when nothing will come out.
Some days seem like eternity, others go by a glimpse. You cry for yourself, you suffer for yourself. Listen to me, listen to yourself. You are the one who deserves to make their own decisions and deserves better. Don’t stop imagining the end of this pain as it will end.
